Put'chaaa hands up!!
It's funny.
The world changes.
Life changes.
You WANT changes.
Every swing of the Granddad's Clock pendulum...
(this would have made more sense if we DID still have Granddad Clocks)
(pity most clocks in our iron silicon world is digital)
Every second of our routine repeated life...
A child dies.
A an accident happens.
A star goes out.
Part of the atmosphere becomes thinner.
A bird passes out during flight.
Someone gets hit by a bird.
Amylase attacks rice.
Someone scratches their elbow.
Someone starts to think that this blog post is starting to sound really stupid.
And the list goes on...
My point is...
My life has been flipped from heads to tails.
Not that it's bad or anything.
Life's just been huge hoochimama change.
Since the start of Form 4....
I've been really packed with...stuff.
I've seen achievement.
(Congrats to Choral Speaking and Choir for they're KEJOHANAN!!)
I've seen drama.
I've faced confusion.
I've been able to feel.
Feelings of different levels.
Gembiraness.
FuyohStress.
OmgoshAnnoyed.
FreakkingPissedness.
Bangga-confidence-sendiri.
Demo (Japanese word), a feeling that lingers within me..
One that's slowly eating the very fibres of the vessel of my soul.
Distant, it is.
The past 3 months...
I haven't been able to hang out and lepak with the gang.
I haven't been able to enjoy activities like the old times.
I have been ignorant.
I have been less sociable.
I haven't been able to just be a friend.
To all them kawans out there, yo!
If there's been any time...
That I haven't been living up to the name...
The name of being a friend...
Even the slightest bit of slack...
SORRY YA?
You can call me a jerk, a geek, a butt, or a nerd.
Cuz I feel that way sometimes.
I just need to apologise and change.
P.s: Maybe I should let Lurve in my life again.
Thanks for listening.
Tune in again.
End of Track 29
